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Fellowship is a Signal Fire: Light the Darkness!

Friday, December 5, 2008
Thanksgiving was outstanding! I totally do not jest. I have to say of all of the Thanksgivings I've had over the last few years (and they have all been great), this Thanksgiving has literally taken the cake. My family is always with me, so I always "feel" that safety, comfort and the love of home. However, this Thanksgiving, the feeling was almost tangible. I lay awake one night trying to conceive of a way to explain it, and it came to me: I felt a level of safety, security and restfulness that I had when I was a child.

You know those days when all is right in the world? Like that. In addtion to that we enjoyed a wonderful weekend with the saints in both a Singspiration and Dedication of our new Church Building. The houses were packed to the brim (and it was probably a fire hazard!), but it felt like it did when I was young. It felt right. It felt right that people - souls - should pack into the House of God. This. This is how God's House should be.

It really touched me, as a person who has watched people who are close to me backslide from (and some return to) Christ. It is very true that salvation is a personal walk with Christ, and each one of us has to be very convinced that the going back of others does not cause us to lose our stedfastness. However, it is also true that there is a communal knowledge through the Holy Spirit - a fellowship that is beyond words. It is an unspoken brother/sisterhood, a silent and shared understanding and bond that exists between saved people. And when someone leaves God, they break that bond. The closer the person is to you, the greater the loss.

We mourn the loss of each one, and though we continue, there is a sadness there - a desire that that person who left God will return to share with you again the joy of living saved and worshipping God. It is not a sadness of being shaken yourself, but more the sadness that comes with saying goodbye.

When people leave God, they are by association leaving you, because God lives in you. And though from an outward perspective things may seem to remain the same, the truth is, inwardly they have chosen a path that you will not take: and so your pathways diverge. You travel on without them. They travel on without you. You may even meet at later destinations and find that you hardly know or recognize them anymore.

The heart mourns for that realization long before it actually happens, because you know deep down inside that the island you're drifting on, and the island they're drifting on will in years to come take you worlds apart.

And so, in birth from these necessary melancholy thoughts, is the joy of coming together again with those you love in God's House. The joy of fellowship is a satisfaction in a way that I cannot explain.

To me, a paramount joy in my life has been to worship God with my mostly saved family - to know that someone, somewhere is saved, and understands me. Each of us has to endure that hardship of being alone in the world, and facing the great darkness of a sin-sick world with just ourselves and God. We all have to go through that. We all have to experience being a lone candle, flickering against the enveloping darkness.

And we stand. And we stand. And we stand. But you know what is awe-inspiring? When you're standing there, all alone out on that limb, bravely flickering against the Darkness with Jesus, and suddenly you begin to see respondent pinpricks of light flashing out into the night. And suddenly you see that the night is bright with fires, and the soft glow of candlesticks are stretching out into Darkness. THAT is a wonderful feeling.

And so, I meant to say many things in this post but what I want to say now to any saint who needs it is that whereever you are, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

And what was so awesome about this Thanksgiving is that it reminded me of this scripture:

Psalm 133:1 :
[[A Song of degrees of David.]] Behold, how good and how pleasant [it is] for brethren to dwell together in unity!

It's good to fight the battles and stand alone with Jesus in your dark day (see 1 Corinthians 3:13), but its also good to worship God together in unity of the Spirit - and its good to know that you are not alone.

I've always been a fan of John McCrae's poem In Flanders Field, but I've been wanting to revise it to fit my thinking for some time. This time, I've made an attempt:


in gods house the holy few
fill the building pew on pew
to mark their passage; and outside
the solemn battle rages wide
scarce heard, scarce seen to naked eyes.

we are the saved. short days ago
we were lost and did not know
that we were loved and now we stand
in gods house.

take up our quarrel with the Foe:
to you from pilgrim hands we throw
the torch: be it yours to hold on high.
if ye break faith with Him who died
we shall go on, though you go
from god's house.


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What About Eternity?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Ok, so this morning I had the idea of doing an AudioJournal - kind of podcasty sort of a thing. So here it is. Its somewhat long, but its the first attempt since the old days, so bear with me while I edit myself!! :D


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To the Religious Right - There ARE Christian Democrats

Thursday, August 28, 2008
I have been thinking about the "If You're Christian You'll Vote Republican" viewpoint (as if you are NOT Christian if you don’t). We all love God. The Secular World is not Christian - they're entirely unChristian, or Babylonian, which means they are, for the most part, openly unChristian, or guilty of hypocrisy.


The more self-righteous and churchified known sinners get, the more worried I get. The crusades and many many great evils in the world were built on Man's Religion. The last thing we need is a self-proclaimed "righteous" guy with a literal gun in his hand on a "Mission From God."

We need pure religion. And James defines pure religion as this:

James 1:27 - Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, [and] to keep himself unspotted from the world.

These men - these candidates - are probably both spotted with filth from the world. I highly doubt that George W. Bush or John McCain or Barack Obama or any of the other candidates/politicians are saved at all.

So, suddenly, the "religion" question is a moot discussion, and the question becomes one of "moral values."

But, as has been stated: gay people didn’t get married under the Clinton regime. They got married under the Bush regime. Why is that? Why if Bush and the Republican agendas are so upright and anti-gay, have they managed to undo the sanctity of marriage on the Moral Republican watch? Why, if Democrats are so hedonistic and sinful, did they manage to forestall such an abomination as gay marriage?

Why, if Bush and the Republican agenda is so peaceful and God-loving, did our country come to war under the Bush/Republican regime, after having years of peace and global advancement under Clinton ? Is that what God wanted? (This is a rhetorical question I ask myself).

Why, if the Bush and Republican agenda is so upright and right, did every wallet tighten the moment Bush came into office? Why is our dollar flagging, our country in trillions of dollars of debt (and still hemorrhaging money) and our economy shuddering on the brink of collapse? All this in a mere 8 years from Bush's first inauguration - a day when our country stood flush in money - one of the first real times we were in the Black as opposed to the Red in decades. I suppose that money burnt a hole in our pocket.

I admit that there is wisdom in the whole "moral right," and it wouldn’t be fair to discount it. It is good to acknowledge God; it is good to strive to do right (some think it is good to pretend to strive to do right). It is good to openly acknowledge God, and to strive to keep God in our lives as Americans. It is good to vocally combat abortion and gay marriage, and to be seen to "stand against it." It is good to say - [I]"I am not going to become tolerant of sin or the moral decay of American society and/or ideals."[/I] These are good things - and I don’t discount them at all.

I don’t think any Christian discounts these things. We can’t, because we love God. And we love what is right, and God is right.

What we DO discount, though, is hypocrisy. And from what we have seen, often and repeated, the "Moral Right" is just as sinful and wrong as the Left. They just keep it in the closet. Or maybe their sins aren’t as repulsive - say, embezzling thousands of dollars from public companies, or simple adultery rather than horrible homosexuality. I just believe that even Republican women have aborted children.

So, if very generally, Republicans sin and/or are just as bad or as hell bound as Democrats, what difference between the two are we really lauding? The fact that Republicans can fake it better, or ... the fact that they WANT to fake it? (This desire to appear moral, even if you are not, is apparently believed by some to be a good thing.)

It bothers me, because we combat REAL religious hypocrisy every day. When passing tracts or witnessing, we shake our heads at it, we have real concerns. Because we KNOW that religious people are some of the most hardened sinners we will ever meet. Harder than even some of the most rank openly sinful sinners we've come across. The great danger for them is that they believe they are right, because they feel right, because they have the trappings of morality. Yet they sin.

I am reminded of Luke 18:10-13: Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men [are], extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as [his] eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.

To me, the "I'm moral, therefore I'm right," attitude is this exact same attitude of the Pharisee. And at least we know that the Pharisee was actually doing the commandments of the law. We have no such assuredness about all Republicans! In fact, we have the opposite: war abounds; gays marry in our country, etc., etc.

So, regarding the wisdom of the "moral right," this is a scripture that first came to my mind:

James 3:15-18: This wisdom descendeth not from above, but [is] earthly, sensual, devilish. For where envying and strife [is], there [is] confusion and every evil work. But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, [and] easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.

But as I began writing, I also thought of this scripture:

Philippians 1:16-18: The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds: But the other of love, knowing that I am set for the defence of the gospel. What then? notwithstanding, every way, whether in pretence, or in truth, Christ is preached; and I therein do rejoice, yea, and will rejoice.

And so, the Moral Right, even it if is led by men who are likely unsaved and hypocritical, is not, in and of itself a bad thing. Because either way, Christ is preached. And in that, we rejoice. THIS is why I am not anti-John McCain, nor am I anti-Republican. In fact, had Hillary Clinton become the Democratic Nominee, I would have voted for McCain on principle alone.

Because when I excise religion from the equation and step back and look at the whole picture of Democrat and Republican; Right and Left - I don’t see Right v. Wrong, or Black v. White - I see a choice of evils.

And as I consider the decline of economic parity among Americans - the widening of the class system (in that fewer people can afford college tuition, etc.) and the destruction of the middle class, the growing unemployed and impoverished, the loss of social security, the lack of social programs and the decline of funding for social programs - the party most concerned about the poor, the downtrodden, the immigrants and the minorities, etc., ad nauseum, I find that I am most inclined to gravitate toward a party that gravitates toward me. That supports me. That fights for me. That has stood for me and my rights, and for things that I care about.

This gravitation, however, has its limits. For me. And, though I do not speak for anyone other than myself, I would venture to say that it has its limits for everyone. Hillary Clinton as President in 2009 was my limit. Not because of race, not initially because she was a woman, but singularly because I found her to be too Pro-Gay.

So. We all have choices to make, and they are not so simply as black and white (pun intended) as the authors of these articles make them. I have the utmost confidence that a Republican has considered that the Republicans in office are not Holy Men or Women of God - that they probably are not even of God at all, and may likely be being used by the Devil. I've considered it for Democrats - I think we all have.

And so, whatever decisions we make, I trust that we will all of us, Democrat or Republican, make them for reasons most paramount to us, after we have weighed the factors that impact us the most, including and beyond religion, and acknowledged God.

Hey, I, too, want to be pure, peaceable, and easy to be intreated - I don’t want to fight about "which side" I'm on, or have my salvation taken away because I stand for/with a party that abolished Jim Crow laws, or that I feel fights for the little man. I've expressed this not to offend or to prolong or to debate, but because I, too, have endured the long, protracted anti-Democratic thoughts that find their way to me with relative silent disagreement.

And if silence is assent, then in some way, Imay have been giving the wrong impression these many days. I wanted to simply say, at least once, that I am saved, I love God - I am a Democrat, and here's why.

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God's "Mysterious" Ways

Wednesday, July 9, 2008
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I believe in a God, I do. But I was just reading about a plane crash, and thought "you know, where was God here?"

Not just any plane crash either. Oooooh, no. This was a plane evacuating ORPHANS! Orphan Flight! Baby Plane!

That's right, "God" brought down a plane of orphans being evacuated from a warzone, killing 138 of the little toddlers. As an encore, maybe He'll set fire to a warehouse of puppies, kittens and baby seals.

Sooooo... I dunno. Maybe he just has a really weird sense of humour.



True questions get true answers. Questions disguised as questions, which are really nothing more than opportunities to say this is why I'm right, and you're wrong, are actually thus perceived, and no real answers are forthcoming, only....circular debate about a same old tired issue.

a If you didn’t believe in God, I would say that the premise of this comment is argumentative and disingenuous.
b If you believe in a Supreme Being (God), but are unsure of where s/he fits in the overall scheme of things and are skeptical of all things religion, I would say that the premise of this comment may be argumentative or may be genuine. Argumentative, because if you are the one that says you believe in the random existence of a Supreme Being and reject all typical explanations offered, then simply come to your own conclusion about it - why is anyone beholden to explain it to you? Genuine, because if you do believe in a Supreme Being and do not reject all typical explanations offered, or are at least open to hearing more, you may genuinely want to hear the explanations offered.
c If you completely believe in God, and accept your (any major) religion's explanation of her/him, I would say this comment is wholly sincere in an attempt to understand something you do not understand.

I continue to be taken aback at the assumption that anyone who believes in God is required to justify to an atheist what we call by law "Acts of God," which are to the naked eye "acts of nature" really. I have yet to meet a Christian (any of the sects or non-sects), or a Muslim, or a Catholic, or a Jew who is astonished, worried or surprised in any "why would God let this happen" way by these tragedies. The people who are (or pretend to be?) surprised/overwhelmed are either atheists, or people who believe in some random God and are so far from comprehension of their random God that they are unable to reconcile his/her perceived acts with their understanding. But they do believe in him/her though, and they expect us to explain their God to them. Or else they don’t believe in God at all and are faking surprise and asking the question to be argumentative.

Here’s the thing. It is really not worth arguing about unless you are truly willing to listen to the answer, and conversely, those being asked are truly able to hear the question. most people have some sort of answer from somewhere, even if from their own Sunday school from back in the day, whether they agree with the answer or not.

If you are truly looking for a new answer, that's one thing, but if what you really want to say is “Hey! Here is why I DONT believe in God! And I'd like to debate the issue with you!” you have the right to say that. Just say it.

Other than that, you already know you are not required to believe in God, and you will no doubt go right on living your life as it is if you don’t. I truly believe that everyone at some point in their life has a God-Experience (religious designation irrelevant), and until you have that experience, arguing about it or attempting to dissect the finer points of things you don’t understand is really a waste of time. Because without your own God-Experience the words and rhetoric, no matter how heartfelt and meaningful, mean nothing. The sad tragedy is that there are a vast majority of people walking around the entire world who claim Christianity or Muslim or Jew or any other major religion who lack a God-Experience, and are no different really than say....you, or any other atheist, save in rhetoric and words. Nothing about them has been changed or is different from you in any way other than a religious affiliation.

So, it is true. Religious people can be false, or have a dead or vain religion, and how can you know what to trust? What to believe in? Who can really blame you? I blame no one this distrust, because I honestly believe that people have more of a reason NOT to believe than to believe.


I could go on, but I'm not sure there is really any point in it. I only say that if you do not believe in God, then you should need no explanation for tragedy. If you do believe in God, and you lack the explanation, it is your responsibility to seek out the answer, if only for the peace of your mind.
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Religion v. Science

Sunday, July 6, 2008
I don’t consider science and God mutually exclusive - never have, never will. Frankly, I think its absurd to even try to make them either : or propositions, because people who do try generally tend to find themselves entrenched in a position they can't backpedal out of when they hit a analytical snag. The truth is, even science can’t explain everything - scientists have admitted it, and I'm always confused by the failure of people who claim to "defend" science's inability to admit this.

One should not elevate science itself to infallible Godhood in an attempt to defend its rightness - that would be totally spinning the argument for science on its head. Despite consistent application of analytical theorization to a set of facts, some scientific conclusions are simply still just speculation.

Faith, of any kind, has already admitted on its face that it is speculation. People have already quoted the bedrock (and damning, if you’re putting forth an argument) scripture about faith in one various "religion" discussions (e.g. 2 Peter 1:20,21). No one is even arguing that it is not speculation - sight unseen, sight unproven.

Proven would be the antithesis of Faith.

this is entire crux of this passage:
Rom 8:24,25 For we are saved by hope: but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for? But if we hope for that we see not, [then] do we with patience wait for [it].

So. If your argument is that a belief in God is based on speculation - you have no dissent, because we agree. However, I would argue also that scientific theory is also speculation. I seriously feel like I’m repeating an old argument so I wont belabor that point, but I will show you this passage, and I find it humorous, because if you step back from the red haze of blind debate, you have to find it interesting how it also applies to how science goes about conceptualizing its understanding of the universe:
Rom 1:20 For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made

Isn’t it true that scientists, great thinkers, etc., in many instances explain the unknown by the known? Everyone, scientists and believers alike, take what IS and speculate about what WAS or what WILL BE. In this, we are alike, whether admitted or not.

Now. When you get down to brass tacks about the veracity of the bible, or the Quran, or any other chosen scripture, yadda, yadda, my understanding is that the bible is the only one that has been consistently proven as a historically correct document. Science has proven many of the events explained as having happened. Some people take issues with some parts, some with all of it, and suddenly what you have is a line drawn down the middle, and people on either side either believing or not believing. All or nothing. Such a dogmatic approach has to be very limiting for those scientists who choose to take it, because they are forced to become extreme, and even reject its proven historical context and truth.

I find people like that unreasonable in their profession, and extreme to the degree of fanaticism.

But lets talk about normal people you meet.

People chat about belief in God all the time - what you have is:

1. An un-informed guess
......(a) a scientific guess
......(b) a religious guess
2. An educated guess
......(a) a scientific guess
......(b) a religious guess
3. Wholesale acceptance of anything told to them without investigating for one's self.

The truth is, you could run into any one of these people at any time, and may not know the difference. What's unfortunate for science is that it is a human impulse to believe in something greater than one's self (cant be bothered to cast back to Philosophy class to figure out which person espoused that point) - always will be. And the true argument of science with religion is generally the argument of the skeptic with that same human impulse to God.

I am very happy that we do not all have to be skeptics. Nor do I think the questions should go unasked. Because undoubtedly there is an answer to every question, whether it is accepted or not, and there are a great many skeptics who obtained the answer they were seeking.



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So, an 11 year old girl died in Wisconsin of diabetes because her parents did not believe in medicine, but instead in prayer healing. She first stopped eating, then drinking, then could barely walk, and finally went comatose on a mattress on their kitchen floor.


Before we get all caught up in the emotionalism of the moment, let me first say that I have concerns about this story. I'm confused about why the mattress was on the kitchen floor? I've had the dubious pleasure of seeing inside the homes of people who live like that, and from my observation, its unclean and strange even if the child was 100% healthy. In the home I saw, even the dog slept on the bed - people also walked on it with their shoes, and it didn’t have sheets on it. It disturbed me, and I was a child. Suffice to say, I was very glad when our visit ended.

I have no problem with prayer healing. I also have no problem with corporeal punishment. I do have a problem with parental neglect, and I have a serious problem with child abuse. I do, however, understand that the former instances do not necessarily include the latter instances. I think it shameful that so many people guilty of the latter(s), attempt to shield themselves by claiming the former(s). Further, my understanding was that most states will charge a parent with a criminal charge (of neglect?) if they just let their child die - you cant do that because you will have broken the law.

The way I see it, its up to the parent. Believe in God and see your faith met with healing or see your child die and go to jail (in this instance, I think the inner turmoil a real, loving, caring parent would feel would be jail enough - that, or they would have a great inner peace). Or take the child to doctor and they might be instantly better or they might die of a terminal illness anyway. Or do both. It’s their child, its their choice. Me? I am totally ok with prayer/faith healing - I even believe it such that I do not take medicine (unless of course my dad made me, which was once when I was a child, and unless you count Novocain at the dentist). Not even an Advil or Tylenol for a headache. I'm ok with that. The way I see it, I'm just like any normal person - I'd like to live life as long and as full as I can, but I am not crazy - death is something that will visit us all, someday. Its in my signature! Who's to say my day wont come sooner than later? If its my time to go, its my time to go.

Let's talk about the dead.

I actually know people who have died - young people in their 20s or 30s, friends who have died of terminal illnesses who refused medicine or surgery, etc, and others who have died who accepted medicine surgery, etc. And you know what their doctors said to them in the face of their illnesses? Do you believe in God? Pray. So give the people who decide to pre-empt the thousands of dollars in medical bills and just stay home a break. Some people do believe in God, and some ailments are irreversible by modern science - maybe it would be more preferable to the healthy spectator, the intellectual debater to have the Ill first spend every dollar trying to solve the problem medically, and then, when their doctor tells them to "Pray" to pray. Give me a break. Die with dignity. I've seen it, and its far better than dying scratching, clawing, clearly dying and still unhappy, still turbulent even at the close of your life.

Everyone is not the same - some believe faith is exercised by medical intervention. Others believe faith is exercised when medical intervention is rejected. Everyone is different, with a different interpretation - it is personal down to the individual. What is true, though, of those people who reject medical intervention, is that they are consciously making a decision to rely only on God and (1) be healed, or (2) die.

What they are doing is taking the choice out of their own hands, and placing the result squarely on their God. For better. For worse. And they accept either outcome. If they get better, thank God. If they die, it was their time to go - they were not supposed to be bettered in any way. I feel there is dignity in that quiet acceptance of one's fate. Furthermore, I don’t think the feeling or impulse to give/live this ultimatum is a strange or odd impulse - else we wouldn’t have phrases like: do or die! or even Paul Revere's statement give me liberty or give me death. Sometimes, death is one of the alternatives on the table, inevitable or not.

They'd. Rather. Die.

Now. Let's talk about the living.

Belief that God heals presupposes a belief in God (so for sake of argument these people believe in God). It also presupposes a belief that the choice of healing is his - and that he may or may not choose to heal. Do you know that I also know people who he has healed? I've seen it with my own eyes, and not from a charlatan or "faith healer" shyster as depicted in the movies. No. Time would fail for me to tell you of the things that have happened to one of the people closest to me: my own mother, for one. I would characterize her as a devout woman of faith - for my whole life. Here are a few stories that I saw with my own eyes.

Example 1:
When I was young, my mother fell off of a ladder, harming both of her legs and completely and irreparably crushing her right ankle. She was told by her doctor that she would never walk again. We all believed it, specifically me and my sibs because we were the ones who were her nursemaids. We had to bring everything to her bed - even bedpan because she was unable to walk. My father carried her wherever she needed to go, and when he was at work, my brothers and sisters and I did everything else. Everything. She was given therapy, and at one point, her doctor informed her that her foot was dead, her leg was dying, and that they would need to amputate her leg. She refused to have it amputated, such that even though we were children she would discuss emergency situations with us, that if ever an ambulance came and took her before our dad got home, we were to insist that her leg not be amputated. She was told she would die if it wasn’t amputated. She and my father got opinion after opinion from other doctors and the answer was the same - if the leg wasn’t amputated, she would die. I was there. I even occasionally went to hospital with her. She chose to believe God, and we ended up having the family talk (sans Dad on this one! He's a non-Christian ) that we needed to understand that Mom might die. You have no idea how hard and how many nights I prayed. She prayed. My sibs prayed. Even my non-believing Father prayed. Our friends prayed. Or Pastor prayed. Our church prayed. And one day, instead of dying, she started walking with crutches. And then with the two-handed cane. And then with a 1-hand cane. And then with high-top tennis shoes. And then with flats. And then with heels. And as of today, she runs with both feet just like me, and suffers occasionally the mild ankle swelling that many middle-aged women do. It wasn’t overnight like some Benny Hinn entertainment venue. Like some side show, with "healing" to be sold for money. It was real. It was over time. And it was in direct contradiction to modern medicine. I'm willing to believe 1 doctor mis-diagnosed. but 3? 4? She climbed up on a ladder this year with both feet to hang the curtains in the first floor of my home.

Example 2:
Again, I was a teen, and good lord, again my mother was at the hospital and she and my dad kept going back for various visits. It was to the point where we were like What is going on?? Finally, they could keep it from us no longer: they sat us down and told us that the doctor had found a tumor in my Mom, and that he had said it was cancerous. They had been back again and again for various tests and were waiting for results. They tried to play it down, like, of course it wouldn’t be cancer for real, like REAL deathly cancer, and for us not to worry, but to pray, and they would let us know. Weeks went by. You cannot know how many nights we prayed for her life - I could not imagine life without her. I was a child. I was like God! I know I can, but I don’t want to live without my Mom! Please! I'm not ready yet! More weeks went by, and finally my Mom sat us all down (again, without my Dad), and explained to us that the tests had come back showing she had cancer, that she was refusing surgery and treatment, that she was believing in God. She also explained that the doctor had sent her and my Dad home and told her she would be dead inside 4 months, and that we needed to understand that she might die. That was an intense period of time in our lives. Lots of prayer happened, and none really in a church environment. A month passed. Another month. Another month. Another month. Another month. Months and months. Finally one day, I asked her Mom, do you still have cancer? She didn’t know. She made herself a doctor’s appointment and went in to see the same doctor. When she came back she said he was surprised she was still in the land of the living, had run tests, and had found no tumor. At all. He would not accept that he had mis-diagnosed, and told her she must have really prayed.

The doctors know her very well, and every time she has had a life-threatening illness (there are more), they don’t even fight with her - they know she's the lady who believes in God, and even though they may be dubious about God, they don’t argue that strange things happened in her case.
Of all the cases I know personally, I am constantly amazed by the dignity with which they lived or died.

Now. Somewhere in there I get the feeling that this became incredibly sappy, and that's unfortunate, but probably because I answered a scenario with a scenario. Ah well. Cant be helped. And now, because I'm such a sap , here you go:

Last Lines
by Emily Bronte

No coward soul is mine,
No trembler in the world’s storm-troubled sphere:
I see Heaven’s glories shine,
And faith shines equal, arming me from fear.

O God within my breast,
Almighty, ever-present Deity!
Life—that in me has rest,
As I—undying Life—have power in Thee!

Vain are the thousand creeds
That move men’s hearts: unutterably vain;
Worthless as wither’d weeds,
Or idlest froth amid the boundless main,

To waken doubt in one
Holding so fast by Thine infinity;
So surely anchor’d on
The steadfast rock of immortality.

With wide-embracing love
Thy Spirit animates eternal years,
Pervades and broods above,
Changes, sustains, dissolves, creates, and rears.

Though earth and man were gone,
And suns and universes cease to be,
And Thou were left alone,
Every existence would exist in Thee.

There is not room for Death,
Nor atom that his might could render void:
Thou—Thou art Being and Breath,
And what Thou art may never be destroyed.

http://classicpoetryaloud.podomatic.com/entry/2007-11-12T13_22_46-08_00
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Women in the Workforce?

Wednesday, December 5, 2007
This sister's testimony was very inspiring - it is here:


Single Moms for God- Thy Maker is Thine Husband: Interesting Article on The Perception of Women and Managment


This was my reply comment:
You are very right, you know. Sister - you are right. I have to read that article, but wanted to let you know that there are women out there in the workforce who aren't "that" woman who turns her nose up at homemakers - in fact, we rue that we ARENT one. But, sadly, I cant tell you how many lunchroom or cubicle discussions Ive been in that have "turned" into stay-at-home-wife bashing. That is one thing at work I cannot keep quiet on - I've often defended homemakers to other women - and will continue.

I also once read an article (I'd be really amused if it is same article you quote above), that shows by numbers that with the young educated women of today (yes, even the worldy-wise women), there is a significant Feminist Backlash, and these women value staying at home far above their "Feminist Movement" mothers. They say it is because the young woman of today is Yesterday's Latchkey child, and in her heart, she watched her mother leave her alone at home and work herself to the bone in the work force - and for what?

It was a very good read. Thanks for the note, the article, and for the saved life and testimony. Keep on pressing on and praising God.
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